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♥ 7:54 PM
I can't believe that I survived through jobless days because makansutra closed down for revamp which took about three weeks. That is also the reason why I'm so good and free to do tutorials. x)
Anyway, the good news is makansutra at the gluttons bay is opened today! which also means that I going to have a job again! Hurray~
However, I can't start work yet. (BOO~) Because I need to focus on my ICAs especially marketing management for these two weeks.(BOO~) ITS KILLING ME~
♥ 6:06 PM
I dissipated my day at home. I laid out my plans for the day and cancelled some. The extra time can be exploit to do my marketing management report. HOWEVER, its not used efficiently and effectively. This is killing me!
♥ 9:47 PM
I'm so unwell, fighting with a
devil within me. A very evil devil that causes annoyance in my head.
Throwing up stuff that are in the process of being digested is something I dislike most. Especially after a cup of pink syrup with milk (bandung) which made the residue looked as if its mixed with 'blood'. Oh man, I hate to picture that again. I know its gross. So please don't throw up on your keyboard. x)
♥ 10:25 PM
I wouldn't call them guests but intruders. They came to my house without giving me any notice. I was totally shocked though. And worst still, my mom was the culprit to bring them in. Oh man, sound so serious, isn't it?
They are my colleagues, Chris [my favourite sister] and Vincent [my full of tattoos brother]. No worries and there's no need to call the police '999' for arrestment. x) They came to my house because they got nothing to do at home. (What the hell?) They came to use my computers to play games and surf net. Can't they do that at home? LOLS. Luckily, they had something in exchange for computers and they're their PSP and DS Lite. So they play our computers, we play theirs.
Playing games: CS and Audition
Tattoo Brother: Vincent
Sister: Chris
I love them lots! x)
♥ 7:16 PM
You was doing too much but I wasn't doing enough and that's what your friends are saying. I saw you with your new 'girlfriend' and I feel that I must confess. Even though it kills me but i have to say I'll admit that I was impressed. Physically just short of affection but still I got to comment you on your selection. Though I know I shouldn't be concerned but in the back of my mind, I can't help but question.
Does she reply your msg when you send one even if she's slping? Does she help you to take care of your things? Does she remind you to button your pocket so that your wallet will not fall? Does she chat with you on phone till 5 in the morning? Does she wake you up in the morning for school? Does she cry when she cant contact you? Does she tell you that she misses you when she dont see you? Does she listen to songs you listen even if its in your language and even find the lyric and learnt how to sing? Does she know when you're sad or when you're angry or when you're happy? Does she accompany you out whenever you ask her? Does she do everything I ever did for you? Does she?
Seriously, I can't explain this feeling which I think about it everyday. And even though we've moved on, its just so hard for me to walk away when I can't forget how we used to be. I waited from day to day, hoping you'll come back. I tell myself not to be afraid to move on but it seems I can't.
Even though a new guy has given me attention but it doesnt feel the same as your care. Though I know I should be content but I still have questions. Will the incident happen again? What if I aint a good friend?
I really miss the things we did and the way we shared our stories and problems, just you and me. My friend, my love, my family. How did I lose a chance of love that seemed meant to be. I cried and hugged my friend and how much I wish it was you. Messages of concern from my friends and how much I wish they were from you. And I realize how much I'm bugging that I really miss you. It just so hard to express this feeling when nobody compares to you.
And I hope you know she'll never love you like I do to give up everything just for you.
♥ 7:31 PM
I may not be the one you need most. I may not be of any of your help. I know I'm too tall and you cant reach my shoulder but no worries, I will lowered it to suit your height for you to cry on. I have not much words to say to console you as I don't have the rights. But what I can say is, please be strong! Show me how you stand after every fall. Be a role model to me and I'll respect that. Tell me what I should do too. Cheer up girl and SMILE!! I love you always. My shoulder and ears are always free for you x)
♥ 12:58 AM
My authentic japanese name is 松尾 Matsuo (tail of a pine tree) 美晴 Miharu (beautiful clear sky) Quite weird though - tail of a pine tree. Whats that? But I do like the beautiful clear sky. Aint that wonderful?
Anyway, I was checking out my name 'wheelynn' on search engine so as to spot those people who wrote about me in their blogs. Well, my name 'wheelynn' is indeed one unique name as most people have 'weilin', 'weeling' and whatever. But no one in this world has 'wheelynn'. HOWEVER, just recently I found something new. A horse (and I mean a real animal) has the same name as me. So when I search for my name, all those horse races result came out.
I dont know why anybody would thought of this name, especially foreigners. My full name 'Lee Wheelynn' and its real name 'Wheelynn On By'. My zodiac is horse and its a real horse. Kind of coincidence anyway. Well, any of the gods please bless this horse to win many many races! Good Luck Wheelynn On By!! x)
♥ 5:09 PM
What I can say? Unreasonable wait. Irresponsible lady. 10 people waiting for 1 stranger and for more than 3 hours. Damn, you must be kidding me. What on earth does make up mean so much to you? Studies / make up? Girls who do make ups and are still studying pls comment at my tagboard! Which would you give up if you can only choose one?
Not enough of one picture? I have more! lols. oh ya, click on the picture to see a bigger picture of that girl.x)
It was on purpose that I took so much photos because I couldnt take it anymore. kuanleng, I understand how you felt. x)
End of rantings. Anyway, a group of teenagers going to this memorial park for fuck, you may ask? Well, we're very good students and singaporeans learning more about singapore history! [*wicked smile] I'm just kidding. We're there for NE project.
happy family! x)
♥ 10:20 PM
Friendship ties. Family ties. Teacher-Student ties. and many more ties in this world.
Friendship relationships can be broken, forgotten. Teacher-Student relationships can be gone in a short while and end contact. But for family relationships, there's blood flowing in it. No matter how much hatred there is in the family, its still family.
I can deny that my aunt is not my aunt. But afterall facing the reality, she is. No matter how much I hate her, she's still my aunt. I hate her for causing so much trouble in the family. I hate her causing my grandmother to be so troubled and so naggy. I hate her for making the whole family to be so cautious of their money. But she's still my aunt.
Just hope any of gods in this world, bless her and help her to stop loaning money, stop gambling and stop making everyone to hate her.
♥ 12:59 PM
Senile: an illness that anyone of us might get when we're old. But I got it at the age of 18, my goodness. Well, I was just kidding. It's really a bad day for me though. Why? Because I just fucking left my thumbdrive, with my house key attached to it, at the lab today. Damn it. Even though there is'nt any important stuff inside [all school works! hees x)], I still don't wish to waste my money to purchase a new one. Worst still, I happened to notice that I misplaced my thumbdrive when I reached home! And that's about 3 to almost 4 hours? Oh man!
Hopefully, I'm able to get it back! Any of the gods in this world, please bless me. x)
♥ 7:48 PM
Have you ever had a strong feeling to do something but you cant because of some reasons? Damn, I guess lots of people out there would just do it when they got the feeling, dont they? How many of them would actually give up the urge to do what they wanted to do? How many of them got the preserverance to control and let go? But I can truly tell everyone that I'm one of them who is persistence, preserverance and strong enough to push that urge away. Well, at least for most of the times, i did.
I've got so much urge, temptation and enticement to send messages to someone whom I should forget and let go. I've got so much things to share with him. I want to tell him what happened yesterday, today and whats my plan for tomorrow. I want to tell him that I still love him so much. I want to know what hes doing right now. I want to hear his voice again. I want to be with him, really. But I really got to let go of him. I need to get him out of my life!
♥ 1:24 AM
Firstly, I got to apologise that I havent been blogging for a very long time. Reason: I need to work! Secondly, welcome to my new blog. This is totally opened to public x) All thoughts and feelings will be written down. Lastly, if you're going to mess with me, please leave! thanks! x)
♥ 12:43 AM
It was on purpose that I took so much photos because I couldnt take it anymore. kuanleng, I understand how you felt. x) 
End of rantings. Anyway, a group of teenagers going to this memorial park for fuck, you may ask? Well, we're very good students and singaporeans learning more about singapore history! [*wicked smile] I'm just kidding. We're there for NE project.
